I'm not a bad mom.
I try really hard to take care of my daughter.
But sometimes when I only get 4 hours of sleep at night, I am really tired in the morning, even if she's wide awake.
So sometimes, I fall asleep on the couch while she plays. Our house is mostly baby proofed, so there's really not much she can get into that can cause major problems.
Except the bathroom. So I try to keep the door closed. However, sometimes it gets left open and Karly loves to play in there. This particular morning, the door was open and I was exhausted. I usually only fall asleep for a few minutes, then wake myself back up or Karly wakes me. When I did finally wake up, I saw that she had gotten into some drawers we have on the floor.
She had pulled out my nail buffer as well as some Tylenol we had in a baggie. She has something in her mouth too. Any guess what?
So I got the dang Tylenol out of her mouth and picked all the other ones up. I called her doctor's office to ask if I needed to do anything (I didn't know what to do if your child sucks on Tylenol). They said to call Poison Control (POISON CONTROL?! It's that bad?!). So I called PC and they made me feel like an idiot.
"Did she only eat the one? Are you sure? How long did you leave her alone?"
Yes, I'm an idiot. Yes, I actually put them on the floor for her to suck on. Hello!? Anyway... he said if she ate more than 5, I'd need to take her to the ER, they would draw some blood and check to see if they needed to either pump her stomach or give her the "antidote" for Tylenol. He said it was up to me: if I didn't think she ate more than 5, then not to worry. BUT if she ate more than that, it's toxic, it would kill her liver and eventually her. Oh great.
So we decided I should take her to the ER. I don't think she ate more than that one (and she only sucked on it), but I'd rather be safe than sorry, you know? So off to the ER we went.
It was loads of fun sitting in the ER for over 2 hours with a 9 month old who won't hold still for anything. And even more fun to watch them stick a needle in her arm and miss her vein and wiggle it around and still not get much blood, so they just squeezed it out of the hole they made. Awesome.
Anyway, results came back and she was only at a 3 (toxic levels are 12, so she wasn't even close).
The doctor was really nice about the whole thing. He said it happens to lots of people - his son climbed on the changing table and ate Desitin, so that made me feel better. He said to go home and get down on my hands and knees and just make sure it's all baby proofed. No cords accessible, no chemicals or medicines, etc. I did. There is now almost nothing in our bathroom. :)
Overall, not the best day, but it definitely taught me to be more careful and keep doors closed and stay awake while she is up.
...That's probably a given.